So I'm sitting here deciding that I just need to calm down breathe and let it all go and go about my business maybe go and play in PSP or something to calm down. And I get an instant message from.............My mothers boyfriend! And I went off! I'll copy and paste please excuse my typos I was shaking crying and angry.
| Herboyfriend (12:29:15 AM): | don't be rude to your mother! |
| StephyCCE (12:29:24 AM): | EXCUSE ME? |
| StephyCCE (12:29:44 AM): | You don't know her the way we do@ |
| StephyCCE (12:30:00 AM): | Ask her about drunking all the time going boyfriend to boyfriend while I raised her son! |
| StephyCCE (12:30:30 AM): | Going to be rude to us say Fuck you and expect us not to retaliate? |
| StephyCCE (12:30:41 AM): | Tell her if she wants Sympathy it's in the dictionary |
| StephyCCE (12:30:50 AM): | You can fall for her boo hoo poor me but I AM DONE |
| StephyCCE (12:31:26 AM): | So don't message me like you know you have been her 6 mons! You'll be gone in 2 1/2 years like EVERY MAN since I was born! |
| StephyCCE (12:31:37 AM): | Don't be rude to her? She has treated me like shit for 26 years! |
| StephyCCE (12:32:00 AM): | Don't you wondetr why NEITHER one of her children like to be around her? Why we don't call her? Why we don't go see her? |
| StephyCCE (12:32:08 AM): | I mean come on Don't be stupid12 |
| Herboyfriend (12:41:02 AM): | what happend i thought you all had each others back? |
| StephyCCE (12:41:19 AM): | My mother and I? Are you crazy? Never! |
| StephyCCE (12:41:42 AM): | Maybe she has been feeding you full of lies but she has never really been there for me! |
| StephyCCE (12:41:49 AM): | Ask anyone |
| StephyCCE (12:42:09 AM): | I have stuck up for her till the death because she's my mother but I'm done |
| StephyCCE (12:42:23 AM): | I can't keep upsetting myself like this |
| StephyCCE (12:42:34 AM): | And can't keep seeing her do the same thing to my brother |
| Herboyfriend (12:42:37 AM): | if its me |
| StephyCCE (12:42:58 AM): | No this is MOM this is how She's ALWAYS been |
| StephyCCE (12:43:08 AM): | she gets a boyfriend and forgets she has children |
| StephyCCE (12:43:19 AM): | She puts herself first then her boyfriend and then MAYBE us |
| StephyCCE (12:43:50 AM): | Ask her when she was dating......Omar/Darrin/Bill who took care of Ryan |
| StephyCCE (12:44:07 AM): | Who missed out on her childhood and teenage years because she had to take care of her brother |
| StephyCCE (12:44:28 AM): | Ask her where I spent my sweet 16th birthday and 17th and 18th that's right with Ryan while she was out drinking |
| StephyCCE (12:44:33 AM): | as she always is |
| StephyCCE (12:45:45 AM): | My own son came to me and asked me Why Grandma sassy girl wasn't like a real grandma why she didn't come aroubnd like other grandmas how do you tell a 5 yr old the truth |
| StephyCCE (12:46:17 AM): | She lives in kandee land were life is beautiful all the time and her kids are only around when it's convenient |
| StephyCCE (12:46:38 AM): | Trust me it's not you because if it wasn't you there it be another man |
| StephyCCE (12:49:36 AM): | You know how much it hurts growing up knowing your mother could careless that she thinks of you as a live in babysitter |
| StephyCCE (12:55:32 AM): | Tell her not to log in Ryan's screen name and call me a fucking bitch again or I'm calling the cops and getting a restraining order for harrassment |
| Herboyfriend (12:56:49 AM): | hey i just got my im going |
| StephyCCE (12:56:57 AM): | ok |
| Herboyfriend (12:57:10 AM): | so what is going on? |
| Herboyfriend (12:57:18 AM): | I am at yor mom's now |
| Herboyfriend (12:57:31 AM): | she is sad if it matters |
| StephyCCE (12:58:20 AM): | And were not? |
| StephyCCE (12:58:27 AM): | We didn't spend the day crying? |
| StephyCCE (12:58:36 AM): | We haven't had to deal with this for years? |
| Herboyfriend (12:58:58 AM): | is it me being around? |
| StephyCCE (12:59:16 AM): | no like I said if it wasn't you it be another guy |
So he doesn't get back and I see my brothers screen name pop on and I get this.......
| My brother (12:52:18 AM): | you need to stop being a fuckin bitch | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| StephyCCE (12:52:35 AM): | FUCK YOU | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| StephyCCE (12:52:39 AM): | Go to your fucking man | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| StephyCCE (12:52:44 AM): | I;m SICK OF YOU | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| StephyCCE (12:52:49 AM): | TRUTH HURTS | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| My brother signed off at 12:53:50 AM So then I im her man again and...............
And he hasn't responded since so I don't know. Just wipe my hands of it would be so easier but it hurts so much she's my fucking mother!! She's suppose to care! She's suppose to love me through thick n thin! I don't know. That's all for now. Stephy | |||||||||||||||||||||||
1 comment:
Oh my.
Steph, that's just pathetic the way she's behaving.
It sounds like her boyfriend is trying to help....but just doesn't know enough of the background.
I'm sorry, love. :(
XOXO,
bridgett
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